Tuesday, May 29, 2007

what do you do when there's nothing to do?
wait..dont even answer that question..there ARE stuff to do...its just that mebe we dont exactly noe that it shud be done or mebe we just wanna ignore the fact that we have somethin to do..i dunno..what is there to do???

yesterdae.
went for band practice.
falled in at 8 am sharp.
marched for like 10 minuted then set up instruments in band room..
did the major scales and the chromatic scales n the interval studies then some arpeggios..kinda lost there coz the pace was really fast and havent studied ALL my fingerings..
but then there was worse to come..
mr jamal wanted us to try out the angelic festival and the final voyage..according to him..it was grade three pieces and high school standard in america..everyone was like-_______-"
and there was a tenor sax solo there and thinkin that i was superficially professional..mr jamal was like expecting me to play the solo part..and i was the only one..junchun didnt come..mann im so gonna kill him la..

den came our lunch break..it was kinda weird coz no one talked..all were like mega quite..haha..exaggeration in progress:)
eileen was feelin kinda sick and all the seniors were eating fish and porridge..i ate chicken rice..yi ting ate cup noodles and the rest ate roti prata..razz iffah and faj kept talkin in malay..i cud see the others were kinda left out and gettin pisser by the minute..so i was so glad when we finished eating..

then suzann and kezia came up to me and asked me if i wanted to go to mr azrael's house for the movie thing..he was screening some movies at hs place to enlighten us about the next term's programme: film
so we got there..saw xavier,johnny,gordon,clement and jesper there..in the living room..in mr azrael's room..jia yan and melissa were there..settled down to watch x-men..there was a huge mountain of chips and soft drinks and godnoeswat junk food there..all i could do was gorge on them and so were the others..so then we watched and stuffed ourselves wif almost everythin..pizza came and the girls wacked the hawaiian pizzas..i ate three slices..thanks..fattenings i noe..boys were downstairs playin soccer(typical)..came up all sweaty n icky..we had raided the couch by then so they had to sit on the floor..teehee:)

over all it was FUNFUNFUN:)
thanks mr azrael for being so tolerant and generous and whatever shit:)
ur the goodest teacher ever:)
and so the rest of us went back to sch after that..played in the playground..fell on the floor..so funny..aisha and afiqah and kezia and suzann and razz and jia yan and melissa..love u guys..
-but i love me more:)

dozing off at 2:55 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

post exam activities is so weird and odd...okay luh..i mean cant the teachers like give us a break and plan sumthin more fun and up to our age kinda thing???
wats wif MATHS TRAIL and GOLF mann??
golf is like the MOST boring sport ever(no offence joey)...and maths trail??
no comments...okay fine they wanna improve our math standard and get interest out of us but at a time likie this...no way..

introduced DNT to us..looked kinda boring and all but when we were split into groups of five and made to use our imagination to create a sorta structure for the ping pong ball to roll down..it was pretty much fun..

me,mm,razz,nicole and shanker(i noe rite...wth??) took like almost 45 minutes to get goin coz we cudnt quite agree on anythin except for the fact that we shudnt have even been in the same group..so um...we desided on a spiral thingy and a tunnel...me and mm got started on the tunnel while nicole and razz did the spiral thingy..shanker?..he was on his own..fiddling wif the base..and that took him like half an hour to get it done..so much for time management...he kept on using alotta tape to stick the straws and sticks to the base so we all were shouting in his face to stop wasting precious tape and get movin ..so funny luh..mm and me were like so dense on how to make the tunnel in such a way where the ball dropped at the end and went on to the slide down below..had LOTSA fun makin it..in the end..we put the whole thing on the cardboard given in the last five minutes..haha..just grabbed all the tape we cud get hold of and stick everywhere..

and guess wat?? we won the most creative award..haha..surprise! surprise!
so shocking mann..dunno la.. just did wat we cud so yeah..gladness:)

cant wait for 2moroe to come and go away..i want hols..yeah..i wanna PAR-TAY!!!
not that i can considering the schedule for band practice..

EVERY WEEK ON MONDAES,WEDNESDAES AND FRIDAES FROM 8 IN THE MORNING TO 5 IN THE EVENING..

wow..mite as well live in sch rite?
oh but its a fact..attendance is mandatory unless u've got sumthin on..
syf next year..dats why..hve to live up to the BMB name..
-gotta keep working harder and harder:)

dozing off at 5:35 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

wealthy health day..wow..im so excited (not) the 2.4 km was so sweatish+hottish+glasses always sliding downish...but it was okay luh..first time doin and it wasnt all that bad actually..haha..i jia you-ed mm(mariani) all the way..

strategy: start wif brisk walking then slow jog then fast jog then run..oh and DONT TALK

yeah so we survived..almost..haha..i came up wif this stupid fantasy that sufi was in front of her in a whatever car ride at disneyland and holding his arms out to her to get her going..funny thing though..her KNEES were aching..but my HEART AND LUNGS were dying..sad rite??

edmund was completely drenched in sweat and that was almost revolting to see so pukes to him..had a like 1 hour 30 minute break b4 reporting to sch so me and sis and mm took off to some unknown shops under these block of flats..ate at this roti prata coffee shop and was still sweating..we walked down the shops after that then we saw MCDONALDS ..then all so full of regrets ..haha..nvm luh..look at the bright side..we ate less fattening food:)

then went back to sch and crapped arounds..mr derrick whatever dismissed us then went around the booths to look at stuff..there were some kiddies or youngsters from some hospital or association ..or wassit bright vision? okay nvm..seems like i've not been paying attention..haha..go figure..

me and mm went to look after our class booth and it was plain pathetic wif a capital P..there were only three stupid posters of myopia and cataracts and whatever..cudnt rmb..so the i got realy bored makin a shame of myself askin ppl for donation and then gettin rejected so i decided to practice my presenting skills..haha..whatever u call it luh..my audience consisted of two peeps..samantha and zoe..well haha for that amount..so i blabbed on myopia and hypo dunno wat mia and cataracts..it was kinda fun luh coz zoe kept pointing out stuff that she knew i made up..haha..and sammy kept getting distracted by godnoeswho..so i told them to shuddup and listen and they did..thanks for givin me the best speaker award u guys..

got even MORE bored so went to annoy asha and sis..oh and then rhino guy came along..and my sis was like melting in her own blood ..she dared me to donate money to him..i didnt wanna make a stupid fool of myself so hecks..in actual fact i did coz i went almost as close to this lame rhino guy and acted like i was pullin him towards me..made kissy-kissy noises although i dun think she heard ..haha..dead embarrassing lor..but it was FUNFUNFUN..had a really lengthy period of laughing tyme..

had sectionals todae after sch oso..okay la..oni xiao jun and alicia were there..yi ting didnt come coz she got some lame swimmin nonsense and syazwan oso..
just perfected our kanan and kiri pusing while doin dari kiri..then march somemore then jun chun dun wan to shout loud then sl go shout at him to shout LOUDER..haha..he forever mute luh he..

my sis and danial and yee ching were watchin us so went to chat wif them ..had another laughy moment about the orange towel..haha..contained my,sis's,mm's and razz's sweat and they actually touched it..i think almost two quarters of the class did luh..coz i didnt wanna take it then my sis oso dun wan to hold so just left it there on the table booth ..exposed to the world..and too bad coz the sadsad world didnt noe that it was drenched in sweat so they used it as a cloth to wipe the table booth..wakakaaaaaaaaa...talk about not being able to smell an orange towel completely drenched in nicenice sweat..ahhhhhh..well..everythin's cool...band is pickin up its pace and everybody's copin well enuf i guess..that karen fainted..whoa..i felt like fainting seeing her faint..
-ust gotta hang in there

dozing off at 4:57 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

this is just the beginning.there's more to come.dun give up.ENDURE.
the famous words of my seniors...always telling us to hang in there..ahh..talk about motivation..i mean its good luh..its really tough for us coz we're all new to this kinda stuff and we havent established the stamina YET..so we need alotta words of encouragement...haha..todae was the first resumed practice after the exams..did the hentak kaki so long sweat was goin into my ears and with my hands up in a tight fist i was sweatin like a baked potato(yumyum:)...who can help it rite?? its not like im the only one sweating in a melted oven..
had 5 minute breaks in the middle...drank water..sweat the 70% of water making up the water capacity in my body..and then finally cooled off in the band room..
nice nice nice aircon..fiddled around wif the instruments..i was kinda rusty playin my sax...so long never play wat...couldnt blow properly and didnt have enuf air..
then mr jamal so enthu wanna show us how to blow properly lor..he breathe in breathe out then it accentuated his big blob of fats+flabs+godnoeswatsinthere that everyone was sniggerin and giggling softly at the back..haha..me included..so xtra lor he..
FINALLY gotta chance to bring home our saxes..granted permission by mr knoo(the nice instructor)..so happy manns..can lug it home and blow everyone's head off wif the FFF...haha..wanna practice my scales and arpeggios and B flat concert..must perfect it by next week..i still like abit not sure..as usual

SL say she wanna try me out for tenna sax..the hugest of em all..currently im playin alto sax ..and i like it..but our section short of members and they really NEED tenna sax players..so i gotta do it for the band..mann..but see first la..if i like and if im okay wif it then i stay there luh..im not sure..eileen explained to me that it looks bigger and heavier but its actually alot easier to carry around and heaps eazier to blow so...yeah i mite consider..then she showed us the arrangement for concert band sitting..im sitting beside pretty boy and xiao jun..actually suppose to be alicia but fakhrin suddenly had this oh-so-shocking remembrance or whatever u call it that she couldnt play alto sax 2 so too bads..bye alicia..haha..no luh..why am i being so xtra huh??
see luh..all ur fault..
-yay me *claps

dozing off at 9:20 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

its really getting to me..faster and faster everyday..dunnoe wat to do luh..at a big loss for words.almost everyone is enjoyin every minute of their lives rite now..livin the life they've always dreamed of..gettin wat they want whenever they want..big stupid smiles on their face...hate it..i hateHATEHATEHATE it..u just feel like a hopeless slime of blob ..and when songs u can relate to are supposed to make u feel better..they dont..thats the really sad part..there's no happiness anymore ..no zest for life..i cant wait for sec sch life to go away..cant wait till this part of life just moves on..3 years n 6 months..wonder how im gonna survive till then..wonder how its gonna turn out ..
they say secondary school is suppose to make u see life as it is..to widen ur social circle and be more open to everything...i totally agree..but no backup..so wats the point??

donnigirl's got her own probs..sumthin to do wif guys..not that she's in a relationship luh..she just doesnt geddit..me included...its this phase of life where the only thing that matters most is getting into a relationship and falling for someone and blablabla..all that mushy crap..yuckyuckyuck..
all the unexpected ppl are falling for the trap

i feel like moving...moving to a whole new different planet where there are no..no people...just cute little chhildren to play wif..and i dun have to take care of them..they can just take care of themselves..i just have to play wif them and tolerate them to keep em happy..and it'll just be me and nature..me and the trees and the grass and the big blue sea..oh and the best part..me and GOD...
it'll just be me and GOD
me and god...me and god...me and god...ME AND GOD...ME AND GOD...ME AND GOD...
-who could ever ask for more?

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dozing off at 3:01 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

exams are over..anybody in the rite state of mind wud be jumpin up n down screamin 'HALLELUJAH!!!' but thats the usual thing rite..i have resolved to keepin my mouth shut and lettin this flow of excitement just pump through the veins all around my body..ahhhhhh..feels really good ya noe? its like this burst of zest and happiness in ur heart and all u wanna do is stand up high and smile REALLY BIG..WHITE TEETH..DIMPLES AT THE CORNERS..and i mean...REALLY REALLY WIDE KINDA SMILE...
exams were okay..i think i screwed big time for the science paper and the whatever topographical map for geog..haha..typical me..but who cares ritre??
its all over over over...woots..
i got some major probs in sch rite now..and i hate it..shitshitshitshitSHIT
why luh????
pri sch life was so much eazier without all these confusions..
guess we all have to face up to these problems some time soon..BUT ITS NOT FAIR!!!
-nothing ever is anyway

dozing off at 7:37 PM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

mcdonalds is very unhealthy rite???
well um..too bads coz todae..spent like SIX hours there..of coz i didnt stuff myself the whole time i was there la..i was STUDYING..yeah..not very surprising la i noe..coz im such a good girl who studies for her exams and is very hardworking..thanks..i noe im good..*claps..haha..so ego luh..

so anyways..havin geog on mondae so gotta cram all the facts into my head b4 its too late..did abitta science and math..the algebra thingy..so nice lurh..algebra is so cools..never thought i wud like a topic of THAT much complications so much..haha..when pratically everyone is pullin their hair out over the equations and all..

saw ms quek from hgs there wif her bf..they dun look like a couple..in fact they look totally weird together..oops..no offence lar..but thats just my opinion..
lalala...dunno wat to say laa...cant wait for exam to get lost..im so scared for math..dunno if my standard good enuf..moronic danial is like so xtra luh..keep on topping the class for almost everything..except i beat him so far for englit..harhar..in ur face mann..FYI..MY SIS AND HIM ARE IN A CRUCIAL STATE RITE NOW..THEY ARE AT WAR!!!
actually..its not even scary at all la..but anyway..its fun to see both of em fight..damn funny lurh..haha..lalala..im at lost of words again..why does this always happen to me??
its so annoying lurh..wanna say sumthin then forget what i was gonna say..
oh yeah..just so everyone noes..im not that hyper as i used to be last time back in hgs..somehow..i dun feel hyped out in bwss..mebe its the people around me..i havent crossed my hyperness level..not even close la..so fustrating..i so hate NOT being hyper..its not fun not being hyper whenu noe u can be..im tryin my best to keep my spirit alive but bwss just brings me down..doesnt gimme a chance too..and fyi..its not good being like this..u gotta noe who are and be who u are and stay like that..its what make speople like u for who u are..
mann..im starting tro sound like a preacher..haha..well..at least im not emo rite..
mertz ure still a moron
-tazzie wazzie(lee..u still owe me that letter:)

dozing off at 7:44 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

exam week is so wat lurh..aiya..the subbies now ah..got alotta fact to memorise mann..my brain cant take it all in so fast..then mrs arselan so like dunno how to teach properly la..shittifieds la she..she like so dun care-ish..then sumtimes we ask her question ah..she herself not sure how to answer..so much for being a teacher huh??

then todae we all got scolding from mamala..during geog..the boys la..people havin exams upstairs den dey still like so stoopid..make noise like crap ..too much la they all..sumtimes i oso cannot stand them..no respect for anybody..act cool oni..shit them la..

pimple face is gettin on my nerves la..keep on buggin me durin englit..then he told me he likes fishing..harhar..i was like errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
then he went on about how he fishes every week at god noes where and keep boasting about whatever crabs or fish or stingrays he caught..whatever lor he..
so show offs mann..

so umm..what else??
oh yeah..i just finished this really great book called 'the murder artist' by john case..its so cools la..i was so psyched about finding what happened to kevin and sean..then diment was so weird wif his upper lip gone..the he made alex stay a whole night in this weird coffin underground and when it was dawn..he said alex had been reborn..so craps lar..haha..
anyway why am i even bothering to tell u about a stupid(great i mean) story when ya'll dun have a freakin idea wat im talkin about?
haiz...lets just end it here..
-tashRYN

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